Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Chalet Muse

CALM

I wonder at the stillness here --
a gift, perhaps,
to quiet my churning spirit;
or curse, still blessed,
to draw my soul home again.

I embrace the late dawning here --
no planned alarm,
my love is still abed at eight;
and even I,
did catch an extra wink or two.

I wallow in green hush doldrums --
magnolia walls,
and gravel roads of tactile crunch;
old stone paths,
reveal flume fed ponds and waterwheels.

There’re many who would walk ahead --
with chosen mate,
blindly following behind a
a duty pace,
while for me ‘tis a quested calling.

It is for this I am trained
in found stillness,
guarding point in search of stumble;
that she might reach
out with senses beyond my ken.

For her the sun is always late --
dark clouding mist,
which allows more knowledge of moon;
love’s hid powers,
that reach ‘cross the room in laughter.

Yet, this stay is but a wrinkle --
a hole in time,
and we must return to the land
of quick busy-do,
and the work the Goddess gave us.

It came in a soul-blink of now --
that we do not
dare linger here in such stillness;
a world apart,
for there are no birds singing here...

nor cats curled at our feet,
not the quiet whispers of Tegsh,
nor the home built
with heart and hand,
from chaos.

Monday, August 29, 2005

The Gypsies have spoken...

And the word is, more parties, hooleys, and barn door dances!
The Gypsy Chief wishes it to be known that Baba Griga is a great dancer and welcome at his camp fire anytime.
He also wishes to inform all travellers that any birthdays, anniversaries, weddings, engagements, whatever, will be celebrated at the Gypsy camp with much enthusiasm. So if you'd like to be the guest of honour at a hooley at the tober (translation: a big party at the campsite) you are to send your birthdays and/or other important dates to gailkav@yahoo.com
Talk about a slave driver, he's as bad as Baba Yaga.

Heather's Birthday Card


A belated birthday wish for you Heather.I missed all the excitement as I was away for a few days. However I guess it is better late than never!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER


May you experience freedom, peace and true joy in your retirement.

I give thanks for your sense of fun, your creative spirit and your generosity.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Happy birthday Heather


Belated birthday wishes
with love from Traveller

Sweet Return

Ah -- to return from a magical week
and find so many kind and loving posts.

All will find a place in our wedding scrapbook
already over 80 pages. After the wedding
at Sakin'el we spent five days at Blowing Rock,
North Carolina where I managed to write a few things.

Then off to Raleigh, NC for a handfasting!
20 people in unique ceremony including
a circle of rose petals. After the 'closing' Em and I danced,
broom in hand, while guests showered us with petals.
........................................................

Here is the first poem I wrote on the
'honeymoon'
..............................................................

CHALET

Chalet is a magical word,
sung out in chimes without trying --
all heads turn and hearts remember
dreams as silent echoes of joy.

There's no one doesn't like chalet,
a form unique in artist's call
to function rather than comfort;
all angles, stone and sliver wood.

For while it defies the piled snow,
and cleaves with ease the howling winds;
it is for lovers a haven --
carved from a niche of tomorrow.

The ready fire never crackles,
but purrs with careful pulsing voice --
averting laughing amber eyes,
and caressing finger shadows.

Know bubblicheese and whisper wine

dulcimer knees and unribboned hair,
hourglass unturned and balconied moon
on a carpet of longing furs.

All is curves and rounded prayers,
and vampired throats and ruby hints
of scattered petals of young again
and innocence found in childish tears.

As ye slumber within my arms
and vaulted beams away from harms. --
chalet, chalet, mon dieu, et tu --
encore mon coeur chanson l'amoure.

To Fly Away



Before I left Duwamish Bay for the Gypsy Camp I stopped by Livia's Bookshop.

It's still closed and she's still gone and I know she's missed by everyone down here at the Marina.

I went to the Sideshow to visit Kincross and Clara and for once Kincross wasn't performing her slight of hand...done I suppose to pull in a crowd for the main show.

Though I suspect she does it simply for the attention.

Tonight the Twins Wintra and Summer were standing on a little makeshift stage and they were singing. It was a song we use to see in the first grade as part of our
" American Folk Songs " studies and I remember liking it because you didn't have to be a great singer to make it sound good.

Plus it was about Flying...of course this song is about Death...but to fly... ah, what a dream.

Anyway as I watched Kincross and Jesse the Cyclops and the Twins, who would never die but simply go on forever like the tide coming back to the shore over and over again, I wondered and I always will, why THEY enjoyed singing it so much.

And why they looked so sad when they sang:


I'll Fly Away


Some glad morning when this life is o'er,
I'll fly away.

To a home on God's celestial shore,
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O Glory, I'll fly away.

When I die, Hallelujah, bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

When the shadows of this life have flown,
I'll fly away.

Like a bird thrown, driven by the storm,
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O Glory, I'll fly away.
When I die, Hallelujah, bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

Just a few more weary days and then,
I'll fly away.

To a land where joy shall never end,
I'll fly away.

I'll fly away, O Glory,
I'll fly away.

When I die, Hallelujah, bye and bye,
I'll fly away.

The art of a good marriage - Wilferd Alan Peterson

I think this sums it up perfectly:

The Art Of A Good Marriage
Wilferd Arlan Peterson


Happiness in marriage is not something that just happens.
A good marriage must be created.
In marriage the little things are the big things.
It is never being too old to hold hands.
It is remembering to say "I love you" at least once a day.
It is never going to sleep angry.
It is at no time taking the other for granted; the courtship should not end with the honeymoon, it should continue through all the years.
It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives.
It is standing together facing the world.
It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole family.
It is doing things for each other, not in the attitude of duty or sacrifice, but in the spirit of joy.
It is speaking words of appreciation and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways.
It is not looking for perfection in each other.
It is cultivating flexibility, patience, understanding and a sense of humour.
It is having the capacity to forgive and forget.
It is giving each other an atmosphere in which each can grow.
It is a common search for the good and the beautiful.
It is establishing a relationship in which the independence is equal, dependence is mutual and the obligation is reciprocal.
It is not only marrying the right partner, it is being the right partner.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Happy Birthday Heather!

Birthday Wishes from Duwamish Bay




On The Occasion of Her Birthday....
From Your Friends At the Duwamish Sideshow....
May All Your Wishes Come True
and if they don't
WE KNOW WHO CAN SEE TO IT THAT THEY DO!

By Express Mail To Heather



Dear Heather,

I've left my road trip and my notes in safe Keeping at the Curiosity Shop ( the one in Seattle, the one in Duwamish Bay...Goodness knows what could happen to them THERE ) so that I could attend your birthday party!

Come Hell or High-Water ( and BOTH DID!) I'll be there with bells on to share some little tales before I once again take to the Roads that have possessed me...As it were...

Love From
Anita Marie

Joyous dancer sings her poem to Heather

For Heather:

This is the part you have waited for.
No mad wild heat
lists to do
children to teach
examples to set.
Just books to read
flowers to grow
friends to welcome
universes to create.
Small moments that previously
escaped your notice
fill you and expand
to create a horizon
that is infinite.
Happy Birthday, Dear Enchantress!
You have made us all dance with joy.

Moondance - Birthday Time




In a rare moment of solemnity, Baba Griga is presented with her green skirt, sparkling in the firelight. Then the proud young Gypsy chief (who looks a bit like Johnny Depp) takes her hand in a lively dance around the camp fire.

A wedding present


In a far away land called “HEARTH” (pronounced ‘Heart’, à la française), the wedding, deep in a woodland grove, came to an end. The lovers had plighted their troth and exchanged rings and had been blessed by the Rowan lady. Now it was her turn to address them. She handed them something wrapped in a woven grass cover, decorated with the last of the year’s thistle heads, already turning to thistledown. Inside was a dream catcher.

She explained to them thus:
"Hang the dream catcher above your bed so that it will catch any nightmares before they can disturb your sleep. But there is more. The circle represents the circle of your union and will contain all that you put into it. When you feel sad, it will comfort you and, if you hang it in a tree out of doors, it will sing to you as the wind plucks the strings, like an aeolian harp."

And so the couple lived their married life with all the usual ups and downs, moments of true happiness and moments of deep sadness. As the years went by the beads lost their bright colour as they faded in the sunlight and the feathers slowly drooped, lost their lustre and, one by one, flew away until only the strings remained. In later years, on sad days, they hung the dream catcher in the apple tree and the wind sang its songs of happier memories and replayed their dreams to them once more, thus lulling them to peace again, for their dreams had become forever entwined in its threads and no matter how threadbare their lives or the dream catcher became, there was always something there to give them heart.

Now you will feel no rain,
for each of you will be shelter for the other.
Now you will feel no cold,
for each of you will be warmth for the other.
Now there is no more loneliness,
for each of you will be companion for the other.
Now you are two persons,
but there is only one life before you.
Go now to your dwelling to enter into
the days of your life together.
And may your days be good,
and long upon the earth.

(native apache wedding prayer)

Heather's 55th Birthday Party

Join Mirabella and I in a celebratory dance and party in the Gypsy Camp tonight. The Gypsies have put down those barn doors and we will dance by the moonlight, tell stories and sing songs into the wee hours of the morning. I think everyone will be back on those hammocks tomorrow afternoon Gail. The camp may be very silent as tired folks find places to curl up and sleep and dream.

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Happy birthday Heather


So this is what has been going on in the gypsy camp...Heather has been made an official gypsy muse and has a position of honour amongst the tribe.The Gypsy Chief has made her a wise woman for the tribe, to be named Baba Griga (the gypsy word for Heather). She will be treated with honour and given the Green Skirt, a traditional embroidered garment worn only by wise women.

Friday, August 26, 2005

Wedding Guests

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Gypsy Rose Enchanteur - At the Wedding

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A Hope Carol

A Night was near, a day was near,
Between a day and night
I heard sweet voices calling clear,
Calling me:
I heard a whirr of wing on wing,
But could not see the sight;
I long to see my birds that sing,
I long to see.

Below the stars, beyond the moon,
Between the night and day
I heard a rising falling tune
Calling me:
I long to see the pipes and strings
Whereon such minstrels play;
I long to see each face that sings,
I long to see.

To-day or may be not to-day,
To-night or not to-night,
All voices that command or pray
Calling me,
Shall kindle in my soul such fire
And in my eyes such light
That I shall see that heart's desire
I long to see.

by Christina Rosetti

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Spring Blessings


Though you roam far and wide,
overlapping one story over
another as it should be, -
When you return to your
camp, our Gypsy Friends,
you will find Spring has
taken over and a pot of
honey gold awaits!
(Hermit.)

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Blind Murty and the dog Roisin

BLIND MURTY


Blind Murty the fiddler
Sees only a fog,
So he travels the roads
With a seeing eye dog

She’s a fine looking greyhound,
Name of Roisin,
As sleek as an eel
And proud as a queen.

Roisin and Blind Murty
Are always a pair,
She’s won many a race,
She can outrun any hare.

One time Blind Murty
Was in a bad way,
Sick with a fever,
And sleeping on hay.

Two days without food
And no one to call,
It looked like Blind Murty
Wouldn’t make it at all.

Then his dog up and left him,
A crueler blow
Fate couldn’t devise –
It laid him so low.

Night fell and he called her,
But she didn’t appear,
Something bad had befallen
His Roisin, he feared.

As the morning sun rose
He longed for some meat –
He could have dined on mud soup
And found the taste sweet.

Sitting up in his haystack,
He looked down the road,
And saw something moving,
All weary and bowed.

It was Roisin, paws bleeding,
From many a mile,
Seeking food for her master
And she’d made it worthwhile.

Half the size of herself
Was the hare that she found
And dragged back to her master,
That faithful greyhound.

They feasted that morning
Like kings of old time.
That’s Roisin and Blind Murty,
And the end of my rhyme.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Wedding Blessing

Take this day by the morning
And hold it close to you.
One more link in the chain of days
That we are passing through.
All our days are miracles,
Each more precious than gold,
So let us share our long, long day
Until all the tales are told,
Until all the flowers unfold,
Until even the stars grow cold.

A Song for Faucon and Lady Emerys

This song is composed by Tim Wheater and lyrics by Stuart Wilde and sung by Cecilia


TWO SWANS MATCHED IN FLIGHT
Through dawn's mist a ray of golden light.
Across the lake, two swans matched in flight.
Wing to wing, they glide together,
Joined in love and bound forever.
Fly the air, let us soar to mountains high.
Live with faith and ask not why.
Ride the wind, life befriends all those who dare.
Hold the thought, have not a care.
Embrace your love
express your heart
with every breath you take.
Chorus
Those gilded wings so full of grace and might.
You wrap me in your feathers pure and white.
You teach my soul of many hidden things.
Prepare me for all that life will bring.
This song is my gift for your wedding celebration. I shall dance with you on this day.

For the happy couple


Some words from Rumi...

This is how I would die
into the love
I have for you:
as pieces of cloud
dissolve in sunlight.
Many blessings!



Friday, August 19, 2005

Crossroads Dance and Celebrations

Wedding Blessings


THE CONFIRMATION
by Edwin Muir 1943
(From Oxford Book of Marriage - compiled by Helge Rubenstein.)
Yes, yours, my love, is the right human face.
I in my mind had waited for this long,
Seeing the false and searching for the true,
Then found you as a traveller finds a place
Of welcome suddenly amid the wrong
Valleys and rocks and twisting roads. But you,
What shall I call you? A fountain in a waste,
A well of water in a country dry,
Or anything that's honest and good, an eye
That makes the whole world bright. Your open heart,
Simple with giving, gives the primal deed,
The first good world, the blossom, the blowing seed,
The hearth, the steadfast land, the wandering sea,
Not beautiful or rare in every part,
But like yourself, as they were meant to be.
I chose this because it seemed to say it all - many, many blessings to you,
Faucon and Emrys, on your most special of days....Monika.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Wedding Dance at the Crossroads

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Invitation:

Bells are sounding out throughout the land. Join us at the Crossroads for celebration upon Gail's barn doors to mark the Wedding of faucon and his lady Emerys.

Raid Pandora's Costume box and come and sing, dance, tell stories, read Tarots, read runes, play music and send vibrant joy towards them in Sakinel where earth based celebrations will be taking place.

The Enchantress

A night in a gypsy caravan


It was already dark but it did not matter for I knew from a good source gypsies like to dance and drink and party thru out the night. As I made my way thru the vegetation I heard music and laughter. Curiously I kept walking feeling the enchantment of the music take over my body. I could not resist anymore and ran as fast as I could to get there and be part of that rhythm.

Once there a man greeted me smiling and dancing. At that moment I lost control of my whole body and dance. I remembered the basic movements I learned in my belly dancing classes and put them in practice. They came naturally like they were responding to the music. Suddenly, women of all ages surrounded me and accompany me in my dance. One started chanting another took a sword and dance with it. All of the sudden we were all moving as one.

Everyone was happy and danced with pleasure and joy. The music lasted for hours and at last I stopped exhausted hardly breathing. But still I felt so content with myself for I had needed that for a long time.

I sat down on top of some cushions catching my breath and clapping to the children that were still dancing. My daughter will have loved this; after all she has a gypsy name, Versaly.

A woman of dark hair stood in front of me. She was smiling, her eyes were mysterious and looked at me as if they were about to enchant me. I smiled back waiting for her to say a word but instead she offered me her hand. With out any questions I took it for I felt that she could be trusted. She helped me get up and we walked through the dancing crowd, the gypsy woman still holding my hand tightly.

A tent was in front of us, a red glamorous tent. We entered it and she told me to sit on some cushions that were lying on the carpet floor. A small table was in front of us. She sat on the other side of the table. Some tarot cards, incense and a red rose were the only things on the wooden table.

“Give me your hand.” She said. I figure she was one of those women who read palms and I gave her my hand.

She studied it quietly looking at it with detail. “A long life.” I felt joyful.

“Love!” That I have.

“But why?” She asked and I looked at her in dismay.

“Why what?” I asked back, even thou I knew it was not polite to answer a question with another question. But since I didn’t knew what was the question about I simply figure it was appropriate.
“You tend to see your future projects so far away, like they will take an eternity to come to be.”

She was right. I always see them like they are so far away they turn out to be only desires that I can not have.

“Even thou you have a strong faith on God, you still are not letting him do the work for you.” She moved closer. “See your projects nearer every time you think of them. This will help you reach them and to help you fulfill yourself. They are making you get stock in life and not advance. Feel them nearer and they will come to pass. When you want something close your eyes and pray. Look at them as if they were in front of you, take them with your hand, and make them part of you as if they are happening in that exact moment. This will give you the confidence you need to make your dreams a reality.”

I smiled feeling more peaceful and astonished with her words. She kept looking at my hand a little longer. “Hmm.” She looked at me.

“Your center of stress is your throat that is why you loose your voice when you are challenge with important things.”

I touched my throat realizing her words and understanding it. I have worked my throat to much. I will need to find a way to channel my stress away from it.

Suddenly, her face had an awkward look to it like she was worried or something. But she smiled immediately. Then she let go of my hand and said firmly:

“That is all for today.”

“There is nothing of my future you can tell me?”

“What needs to be reveal know, was. When you come back here next time, I will tell you what you need to know then. For know that is all.” She took the red rose and offered it to me. I took it a little disappointed but smelled it sweet aroma. I was perplexed and since I don’t like to argue much I took that as a final answer. I stood up and walked towards the entrance of the tent. When I was about to live she said:

“The future looks bright. Things are coming to you, big things. They are just around the corner and you must prepare for them.” Then, just like that she was silent once again.

“Thank you.” She made a nod.

I exited the tent thinking of those last words the gypsy woman had told me. The future is just around the corner and I have to be prepared for it. From a near by table I took a bottle of red wine and a glass. I sat near the fire camp and lay on a carpet full of feather cushions.

“What may come, will come, of that I am certain. But for know I will enjoy this night, tomorrow I will worry of the future.” I said to myself smelling the rose again.

I stared at the stars above me smiling and taking a sip of wine. It is surely the drink of the gods and that night I, a mere mortal, was going drink like one and let my body be seduced by it.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

The Crossroads Dance

The Crossroads Dance always took place on a Sunday, after Church – the reasoning being that everyone will meet at the crossroads anyway, on their way home.
The dusty road was no good for dancing, so a couple of burly farm workers would haul a barn door (or in some places, a floor would be made and kept for the purpose) to the crossroads and lay it down for a dance floor.
Word would go out, and the gypsies would be there, hawking their wares, as well as fiddle players, dancers and bodhran and pipe players from all around the area.
Young gosheens would roost in the trees around the crossroads, where they could watch the fun. Families would bring picnics and lay out their tablecloths in the nearby fields or on the grass verge. If there were travelling showmen in the area you might even see a set of swinging boats or a merry-go-round.
The dance would start as soon as the first musician got there, because the fiddler, piper or bodhran player couldn’t wait to get the rhythm going.
In Ireland, talent is not the main requirement if you want to sing, dance or play. As Dominic Behan (the folk singing brother of writer Brendan Behan) said, ``In Ireland, everyone sings, whether they can or not.” Enthusiasm and knowing the words to a song count for a lot more.
If we are lucky, a famed fiddler or pipe player might be there, sawing or piping up a storm of jigs, reels and mournful ballads.
The gosheens up in the trees and the old ladies gathered round the dance floor learn everything worth knowing as they watch the goings on among the crowd. A shy exchange between a red faced young farmer and the demure daughter of the local farrier sets tongues wagging. Their hands link briefly as they stand watching the dancers step out to the fiddler, feet flashing so quickly that you can hardly follow them. Dougal and Diarmid, the rascally twins from McMinn’s farm, are planning another joke on their long suffering older sister, who has worn her best finery to attract the attention of young Fergus Finnegan. It involves creeping up behind her with handfuls of mud, but luckily their father spots them first and a roar rents the air, sending the twins scuttling back to their Ma for protection.
Romance, bargains and gossip abound, for this was truly a social event and a chance for everyone to get together and exchange news.

(Alas, crossroads dances were banned by the Irish church in 1935, and these days it would simply be too dangerous, with all the traffic about, but here at the Gypsy camp we like to keep old traditions alive.)

Come all to the Crossroads Dance...





The gypsies are taking a a couple of barn doors (with permission, of course!) to the crossroads on Sunday where they will be used as a traditional dance floor.
Word is that Blind Murty, the best fiddler in all Ireland, is coming, and Coleen Dubh, the prettiest girl in County Cavan, will be giving a fine demonstration of heel and toe.
All are welcome, and if you can play an instrument, sing a song or trip on the dance floor, then you are a thousand times welcome. Don't forget to regale the gypsies with your adventures.

"The Man Who Cried"

Anyone interested in
seeing vision of Johnny Depp as
a skilled horseman/gypsy camp wanderer/performer
must see this movie on DVD. It is a feast for the ears, with authentic
soulful gypsy music and made by Sally Potter, it
is absolutely a feast for the eyes.....

Response to Lois

For me, the Raven mythos and Falcon mythos are conjoined,
finding their roots in the most ancient traditions and totem usage.
Naturally, this mythos found its place in divination, the forerunner of Tarot and other methods of revealing a person to themselves. One traceable line is ‘animal oracle’ using symbolic representations, including the raven or blackbird. The Druid Oracle is fairly well know and is based on playing cards laid out in many configurations. Earlier forms (pre-playing card in the 16th century) used bones, totems, stones and other items. Regardless of symbol and format used, however, the meaning of the Raven totem has been fairly consistent.

“it calls from the gateway between the worlds, urging us to follow a spiritual path or to become more self-aware… There are times in life when it is important to concentrate on the outer world and your responsibilities in that world, but there are also times when you must attend to the haunting song of your soul which calls you to a study of spiritual truths. Heed the (raven) and discover healing and new depth of your soul.”

In reverse or pointing North: “the raven is the ‘smith bird’, calling you to work on forge of your heart and being. All four elements are required and draw on their power to develop a healthy and balanced life -- minds, hearts, instinct and intuition… Standing at the gateway between the worlds, without truly working in either, is a denial of our own power and responsibility.”

There is also ancient legend that the raven was originally white and had access to the Cavern of Immense Treasures. But it became greedy and dipped its beak into gold dust, only to discover that the treasure was guarded by a fierce daemon than chased it, belching fire and smoke. Thus a raven now is black with a gold beak – a reminder to all who misuse their gifts.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Lois' Reading

I had travelled on foot some many miles and followed the signs diligently to Sadie's .......I was the owner myself of a small caravan,that I purchased after trading in one owned by my former husband Mac and myself.....It was what I call a Darling little van,just for one with a 3/4 bed for my dog Jessie and I, a little table for two,stove ,wardrobe plenty of cupboard space and in just wonderful order..It was not the folding down low type ,it was one of the older style and you could buy them very cheaply.....I just loved it until I found I could no longer tow it due to the old age problem of athritis....I do miss it so.........Well when I saw Sadies Caravan in the little glade where it was parked I burst into tears(The 1st time on my journey)It brought back so many happy memories and also some sad ones too.I tapped gently on the caravan door which as you know is long and skinny so as to keep the wind out and the top part to allow the cool breeze enter in the summer months...So the top part opened and I was greeted by Sadie herself....A warm welcome was not unexpected as I had over 50 years or so encounted hundreds of caravaners who always were the most friendly of types.I knew how it would look when I entered and was not at all disappointed....just like mine "Made for One" or two at a romantic squeeze....."You have come to have the Tarot read" says Sadie as if she has read my mind....."The very first time" I said never had the cards read for me before...."Oh then you are in for a real treat" sais Sadie.The 1st one is Queen Mab and she is just my sort of girl...I love the thought of longings not yet fullfilled,as I never dream at night ,no not ever, this will be an experience to come .I would love to be able to dream beautiful dreams so as I might be able to live them...Tiddy Mun is a familiar card as I have experienced of late just this type of unpleasantness,but I have it in hand and will be able to sort it out in a week or two...in an nice but firm way of speaking I will put it to rest.Unicorn reversed......I like the sound of him...and if I still had my own caravan he would be (with Jessie Dog) on my next trip.He reminds me of my Ancestors on whose paths I now trod in this town of mine ..and for that it has made all the difference in my blessed life...I am glad I made the journey along the path of cypress trees although I was not aware of the raven keeping an eye on me ,but as I only heard the other day of someone whom was when visiting a hospital to hear either good or bad outcomes was confronted (So to say) by a raven in the courtyard of the hospital as if as much to say "I am here for you,look up I am your holder of good news"and this was true....So this raven is most certainly the bird of our dreams,wishes,inspiration and gratitude perhaps more so than the Unicorn,he may just be a healer and also the two might of at one time got together and decided to be as one...What do you think Travellers.....

I walk into the gypsy camp and the leader greets me. "Droboy turne romale," he says.
I don't understand the language but I know it to be a greeting and I surprise myself by answering in the same tongue, "Nais tuke." I wonder how I knew … I repeat in English, "Thank you."

I'm given the freedom to wander, to speak to whomever I please. The most fun though is watching the little children playing bare-footed in their brightly colored clothes. They seem so free … like foals kicking up their rear legs and racing around the meadow just for the heck of it. I can tell by looking into their eyes that they are truly happy. Enjoy yourselves, little ones, for soon you will be adults and will leave your childhood behind. Just don't forget it as I did, for you will need to return to those carefree days in the future. There will come a time when the weight of adult cares and woes will be too much to bear. Return then to today, even if it is just for a few minutes. You'll find that you will be the same person then as you are now, except that you will have moved on, perhaps too far on for your own good.

I think of my own story and the child in me.

This morning, I looked in the mirror
and saw what I see every day,
and aging image
with wrinkles,
white hair,
and far-away eyes.

I stare at my image and wonder,
what happened?
I look longer,
when something magical happens.

The image changes
My white hair is now
a glistening, hazel brown,
painted by the sun
and high lit by the stars.
And the eyes,
no longer distant
are animated,
mischievous,
laughing,
beckoning.
And the wrinkles,
where did they go?

I look deeper into the looking glass,
and I see my child,
my inner child
looking back at me.
She's with me still.
She's here.
She's me,
has never left me.
I laugh, the sound is strange,
and I realize
I haven't done so in a while.

I turn from the mirror
and grab my coat.
I'm going outside to play.
Yes, to play.
Oh, sure, my arthritis will slow me down,
but I will not feel the pain.
Besides, what the heck,
I'm a kid again
with things to do,
places to go,
and dreams to dream.

Vi
©August 15, 2005

the gypsy camp

I had only just got back to my room when there was a tap at the window and the raven that had brought me here was on the ledge outside. I opened the window and the raven hopped in and settled itself on the table. I saw at once that it had something tied to its leg. I untied the piece of grass holding a leaf on which had been written the following:
“Gypsies encamped in the magic glade. Midnight. Be there or be square”. So I was to be spared the trials and tribulations of a performance and a visit to the gypsies sounded like a great way of spending the evening. Perhaps there would be some dancing. Perhaps there would be some magic. Who knew.
I went back downstairs and found the hermitess. How was it that she always seemed to be around when I needed something? “Follow the path past the willow tree and then down into the valley. You will find the gypsy encampment by the stream. Enjoy yourself”. I thanked her and made my way along the path she had indicated. It wound down the hill through a forest of beech trees, moonlight dappling the leaf mould on the floor, and glow worms placed at strategic intervals lit my way where the trees overhead were so thick that no moonlight streamed through. The path must have been longer than I thought for by the time I got to the bottom I was quite warm. Ahead of me I could see the light from the fires. Someone was playing a violin – a lively, swirling dance and as I approached the fire I could see a couple of gypsies dancing, with wild abandon, in the clearing, their forms silhouetted against the fire which crackled and roared as more combustible stuff was thrown on it. The flames leaped higher and higher and cascades of sparks like fireworks burst up into the sky. There seemed to be other people there other than myself and the people who were obviously gypsies, probably the other visitors to the hermitage.

A gypsy woman came up to me and touched me softly on the arm. “want to know what your future holds?” she asked. Now, if there is one thing I have always wanted it is to have my fortune told. So, of course, I went with her into a tent, set a little apart from the rest of the encampment. We both sat down and she started to shuffle the cards. She laid them out on the table and told me to choose four and to turn them over so that we could what I had chosen:
Failure. The High Priestess. Abundance. The Chariot.


The gypsy sat still for a while contemplating the cards. She was silent for so long that I began to fidget and I was beginning to feel just a teeny weeny bit uneasy.
“So, you have met the High Priestess. She is the one who has set you on your journey and who keeps watch over you. The chariot is your means of transport. In your case your journal is your chariot for it is the writing in your journal that transports you into other lands and which, at the same time, carries you forwards. Abundance you will find all along the road. You only need have the eyes to recognise it when you come across it. The last one, failure, is more difficult.” I had started to relax with the first part but now I sat bolt upright again. “Failure or defeat, it depends which way you look at it. You have already encountered failure so it may be that defeat will be yours. Not to be defeated but to defeat someone or something. The time has not yet come”. She took my hands in hers, lightly following the blue tracery of veins on the backs of my hands. Then she turned them over and touched the lines in the palms of my hands. “A long and happy life, my dear. Walk with spirit and you will find your truth”. She stood up, indicating the audience had come to an end and moved her hands through the air, clearing the energies in the tent. My head felt muzzy and I half fell half stumbled through the tent flap into the cool air outside. Dark figures were still twirling around the fire and the violin was still being played with vigour but I felt changed in some way and charged.
I walked back up the hill to the hermitage, turning round once to see the flames burst into life again as someone threw another log on to the fire and wondered.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Vagabond Song


Like you, I can remember other days,
The early morning air so fresh and clean,
Caravans as bright as popinjays,
Moving through a world forever green.
They called us vagrants in those days, my friend,
And what were we but entertainers,
Travellers on a road that has no end.

Like you, from crossroad dance to county fair,
I followed the road wherever it might lead,
From country byways to the city square,
From lake to shore, and always we were free.
They called us vagabonds and rogues, my friend,
And what were we but entertainers,
Drifting in an ocean without end.

That’s why we thought we knew each other well,
Even though we’ve never met before;
What you and I know only we can tell,
Of days of freedom lost in gypsy lore.
The world may change, but we do not, my friend,
For what are we but entertainers,
Voices in a song that has no end.

A Vagabond Tale

Before leaving this evening fire or warmth and sharing,
I would tell you a true story of family tradition,
embellished, of course, buy poetic draw.
My great-grandfather double bound was an itinerant Irish fiddle player.
He could have been in London in 1825, but it is more likely
that he heard this story at an evening fire
where musicians would gather, and ...

it is a Christmas story, but scarcely limited to that.

faucon

.........................................................................

This story was told to me by my Grandmother in 1952.

She had been reading to us from Dicken's "Christmas Carol"

when my sister asked, "Is that true, Grandma, was Christmas like that back then?"


"Well you can judge for yourself," Grandma replied. "I'll tell you a story that my Grandma told me, when I sat at her feet, just like you are now."

NOTE: To be read out loud to children - of any age.


A TALE FOR MY GRANDCHILD

Sprigs of greenery and berry-chains hung limp and sad as the freezing fog breathed in and out of the narrow streets. The glow of the gas lamp at the corner of the square seemed barely able to reach the rough stones on the street below, and the usually bright windows from the towering apartments were dimmed with frost and grime. Even the common sound of ships pulling at their ropes in the nearby Thames seemed muffled in the swirling snow.


Only yesterday the tiny square and branching streets were alive with Christmas merriment; carolers, cries of wassail and the laughter of children. Now the bitter cold had silenced even the yelping dogs. If you listened very closely you could hear mumbled sounds from the tavern at the corner. Yet -- yet there was music, soft at first, then louder and more beautiful; a violin, rising and falling in the wind. Hear the sounds of Christmas and other joyous tunes.


A ragged, scraggly man danced into the light of the flickering lamp. His bundled clothes were in tatters and his feet were wrapped in great balls of rags. His head was not even visible beneath what appeared to be a ladies fur muff pulled down on his ears. His hands were in stockings rather than gloves, but that didn't stop his violin from singing into the night. Such beautiful songs, and so sad -- so sad, because there was no one to hear. Still, he danced and fiddled as he did every day. A little tin cup stood on the curb nearby. Brrrrr! Did he have to dance, or freeze and die? Maybe so, but he didn't have to play carols in the night. Yet, he did!


A new sound! Applause? No, only laughter from the tavern as the door swung open. Two men stepped forth, the short, stocky one shielding them from the biting wind with a rich looking bag. He pulled behind him a taller and darker man, garbed in fine clothes and a long fur coat.


"Come quickly, Nicóló," he exclaimed. "We're late." The two struggled slowly toward the docks. They had almost disappeared into the fog when the gentleman slowed and put his hand on the servant's shoulder.


"Stop! Wait here," he cried; then walked alone to where the beggar shrank back into the shadows. The rags hid the fear and surprise, but the jumping bow never stopped.


"By your leave, gov'na," he mumbled, and his dance slowed to a mere shuffle.


"Your audience has left my good man. Any performer should know when to get off the stage, the streets, and go home!"


"Begg'n you pardon sir, these streets are my home." The long silence would have been unbearable except for the hum of the fiddle's strings.


"Why do you play here, then? Why these carols in the night? All alone? Does it keep your fingers warm like your dancing feet?"


"No, my lord. 'tis for joy, why 'tis Christmas!" More silence. The dancing began again and the stranger drew back and watched.


"For joy then, here!" shouted the tall foreigner. He drew his great coat about the narrow, shivering shoulders; and snatched the violin and bow from the beggar's hands. "Get your cup and stand at the edge of the light."


Standing well back in the shadows, the fearsome stranger began to play. No, not softly and lightly as before; but commandingly, like church bells and chimes, maybe an angel choir. The power of the notes was so strong and pure that it seemed impossible they could come from such a puny instrument. The songs were not Christmas carols but sang with such joy that the beggar wept where he stood, not dancing, not cold.


A glow crept over the freezing stones and pushed back the fog. The magestic, swirling melodies hid the sounds of shutters opening and windows rising all over that square. Couples, whole families, leaned out and searched into the gloom for sounds - such sounds - as they had never heard before. On and on the magic notes soared, plunged and jumped in the dark; a song of joy that reached every heart. Then singing began, and laughter too, with the violin supporting them. No one was cold.


Then faint chimes were heard, and a far away bell. The violin softened, and softened, and died. Only the beggar heard the hiss in the dark, "Come quickly, my lord, it is the ship's last bell." Bong, bong. He realized then the magic was gone, and with it the music, such a sound, such a joy! But listen! The tiny chimes continued as coins showered down from the open, glowing windows. I couldn’t help but add my own hand-fulls of change in a shower from my balcony. That ragged, tattered man stood alone in the light of the flame, with the violin again in his stockinged hands. The street filled with bouncing, glittering payment, tribute for what had been heard, and felt by those above.


The beggar began to dance again. He alone watched the two shadows disappear into the fog and heard a strange cry, "Come quickly, Mr. Paganini. Mr. Paganini. Mr. Pag...."

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Gysy Tarot Reading

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I avoided crossing the sty and followed the path by the Cypress trees, towards the gypsy camp, unaware that a lone dog was watching me. A raven quietly checked the path ahead and guided me. When I finally arrived I was greeted warmly and after a hot drink made my way to Sadie's caravan. Sadie used the Lwellyn Fairy Pack and as she laid out the cards and spoke to me I knew her to speak the truth. Her reading leaves me meditating and reflective.

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Mab
in the Past position.


A card in the left position indicates what has happened to affect your question in the past.

Queen Mab arrives in the cards to deliver dreams, wishes, and longings as yet unfulfilled, but also new ideas, insights, creativity, fertility, and inspiration to help you fulfill your dreams. Dare to dream and dare to live the dream. Don’t let others deflect you from what you truly want.

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Tiddy Mun - Reversed
in the Present position.


A card in the middle position indicates what is affecting your question at this time.

The Tiddy Mun reversed warns that you may be trying to ignore an unpleasant situation. He indicates cruelty and ingratitude, and perhaps an enemy made.

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Unicorn - Reversed
in the Future position.


A card in the right position indicates your questions future.

Where the unicorn treads, a great blessing follows. He brings gentle healing from the Otherworld. He is the harbinger of hope, relief from anxieties, spiritual inspiration, and true joy.

Black Sadie

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In the distance you hear the sound of their laughter,
Of tales told and of drink and of dance,
It lures, entices and enchants you
In to the heart of the gypsy’s night camp.

Far away from the crowd are hung blankets
a small fire burns bright on its own
Shadows of a woman are seen clear in the night
As she holds herself and she dances alone

She steps toward the light of the fire,
To reveal such a haunting, pained face
How sad is this woman called Sadie
Dancing alone in her black satin and lace

In her tent she reads cards for the strangers
As the candles burn dim on the shelf
Black Sadie sees into their futures,
She helps others but can’t save herself

The pain buried so deeply inside her
Makes her live in a world all her own
Where she feeds it and nurtures it lovingly,
She can heal it, but won’t leave it alone

She falls to the ground crying into the night
For the girl who once danced not alone,
For what she once was, before pain touched her heart
For the man, and the life she had known

Her silenced soul screams at the tools of her trade
Telling fortunes, for her, hold no place
The crystals and tarot are just symbols of fate,
Not the real, not the pain she must face

She backs once again into the shadows
Where no one can reach her dark place
She hides in the folds of her dresses
And tears soak her black satin and lace.

by Bobbi Fetterly
© 2005

Endless Journey

While walking through the woods en route to the Gypsy Camp, many things were going through my mind, not the least of which was the journey. Not necessarily the journey of the moment as much as the bigger journey … the one we all take in our time.

Endless Journey

Upon this sphere of sun-warmed rock called Earth,
I lay,
nude
beside a sparkling stream.
Tall pines share their fragrance
while, on the ground, their cones are waiting
for a conflagration
to urge them into life,
to feed,
to build anew,
stately forests of the future.
The sphere of rock on which I lay,
wrinkled,
warm,
invites me to press my naked self
into Her blue-green reflecting body,
to feel Her reassuring surface,
to be one with Her
as She makes Her endless journey,
to watch the ever changing mountains
as they become a million, billion, trillion noble specks
of sand upon a beach.

All living things have their niche;
The womb,
then birth.
With birth, we start to die,
but first, we live, ignite the fire
of love and caring
for those traveling with us upon this earth,
two legs and four,
feathered, finned, and scaled,
then, like the ever-flowing stream,
we move onward to our destiny
until, we too, are but fossils in the rock.

Vi
©August 13, 2005

Dancing From the Soul

I don't know why I hesitated visiting the Gypsy camp. I was certain I would be eaten alive by mosquitos, but that's nothing new. I had such a lovely time, I didn't want to return to the Hermitage.

It was enchanting to walk by the light of the full moon from the Hermitage to the Gypsy camp. I was surprised by the coolness of the evening, and so, too, I guess, were the mosquitos, because I saw narry a one of them. The cool air on my skin was a welcome change from the heat of the day. Still so, I was quite chilled by the time I reached the camp. The blazing fire was dazzling, mesmerizing, and a welcome source of warmth.

As I sat gazing alternately into the fire and then at the glowing, full moon, a gypsy sat beside me, put a shawl around my shoulders and a deck of cards in my hands. I held the deck thinking of the many hands that had held this deck before. I touched my walking stick and its image of Wisdom with one hand as I chose a card with my other hand. This is the card Wisdom felt I needed to see most.

I smiled knowingly upon seeing this card. Art. What could be more appropriate. Art, I have come to realize, is a more truer form of communication for me than any thing else. Art is what gives me life. Art brings messages from my inner soul to the surface.

Finding my way to art has been a long process over many years. I get close enough to feel its warmth and I back away saying, "No. I am not worthy." Just as the Gypsy's fire gives my body warmth on this cool evening, I can feel the warmth of art again. I'm traveling the path to art's door. Slowly...carefully...and then I pause. I wonder what I'm doing here. I say there's no time. There are more important things to do. I was about to turn away from the door again when the Gypsy's cards reminded me. This is a door I must pass through. It's not an option. The invitation cannot be refused.


Coming back to my present surroundings, I notice the gypsy's dancing. My body takes this as an invitation and doesn't give me a chance to refuse. I find myself dancing, without knowing the steps, without knowing the song...my body is moving on its own expressing all that is within...all I need to know. This moment is bliss.

Gypsy Woman - Tarot Reading

Feeling well rested I made my way from the House of the Serpent to the gypsy camp in the glades not far from the hermitage. I crossed a wooden bridge over a flowing stream. On the other side I was met by a woman who welcomed me and offered to read my cards.

It had been so long since I had my cards read, so I took the opportunity. She took me by the hand and led me to her caravan. It was deep red in colour with a raven painted over the doorway. I ducked my head to walk through the door. The interior of the caravan was artistically decorated with a mish mash of velvet materials.

I sat down at a small round table. She joined me at the table with a bottle of wine and two glasses. She offered me wine, which I gratefully accepted. She poured the wine asking me to shuffle the cards. I shuffled them noticing that they were well used and worn. I thought of the many readings that she must have done with these cards.

The gypsy woman asked me the date of my birth. October 10th 1972 I told her. She held the cards in her hands, closing her eyes thoughtfully. She opened her eyes and dealt 3 cards in front of me.

They were The Universe, The Queen of Swords and the Three of Swords.



She explained to me the meaning of these cards.

The Universe is the symbol for the zenith of development, the achieved goal. The work is or will soon be done. You have found your place in life or will do so soon.

The Queen of Swords can be very sensitive, perceptive, sharp-witted and intelligent. On the dark side she can turn malicious, cruel, narrow-minded, bigoted or even deceitful. She can be dangerous too because of her charm and beauty which is the curse of all women.

The Three of Swords – You must face up to a painful truth. You have faced much disappointment, pain and sorrow and you are given to periods of melancholy.

There was truth for me in all that the woman told me that the cards told her of me. She finished the reading and said that she wished me well in my journey.
We then left her cosy little caravan and joined the rest of the traveling party for food, wine, stories and song.

The tarot card images and readings were from this website www.corax.com/tarot/index1.html

For my Gypsy friends

Gypsy Night

I will leave the purring embers
to the nuzzling